i don't let so many people into my life and called them friends. it's not easy for me to begin a relationship, although from the outside i looked very welcoming. it's not easy for me to take pictures with myself in it, calling it 'photos with my friends'. that's how thick the wall is. I always carefully draw the lines.
recently, i found out one of my so-called friend has violated my trust. it kinda breaks my heart. i should've been angry, but i'm not. i'm just sad.
i'm sad that in the world filled with people and smiles, you were only left with a good few.
i'm sad that it's so hard for me to trust yet it's so easy for people to broke it.
i'm sad that no matter what happened, i couldn't call her 'a friend' anymore.
i should've been angry, but i'm not.